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Monday, 10 January 2011

The 4-Junctions *eseh*

Assalammualaikum..

hai all =)

first of all,,


yes.. thank you for visiting my blog.. i love the traffic.. =p hahahaha ,, and for those who still checking my blog for any updates,, 
THANK YOU so much =) 


what's with the title? hehe The 4-Junctions? yes,, that's what was on my mind lately.. i'm stuck here.. *seriously*



by all means,, which way should i go?

Right - UBD

Left - Oversea *trying my luck*

Straight - ITB

.........?

yes somehow i want to choose ITB .. but at the same time i'm thinking of other opportunities that i might have when i choose UBD.. and something also bothers me to try my luck for oversea..

i simply cannot sleep just by thinking of this matter.. *aside from other reason that gives me insomnia.. hahaha *



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"Ya Allah ! Aku pohon pilihan (minta petunjuk) daripada Engkau dengan pengetahuan Engkau dan aku pohon ketentuan Engkau dengan kekuasaan Engkau dan aku pohon akan Dikau dari limpah kurniaan Engkau yang besar, maka sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Berkuasa sedangkan aku tidak berkuasa dan Engkau Maha Mengetahui sedangkan aku tidak mengetahui segala perkara ghaib.
Ya Allah! Seandainya Engkau mengetahui bahawasanya urusan ini ?. Berkebajikan bagiku pada agamaku, kehidupanku dan kesudahan urusanku sama ada cepat atau lambat, maka takdirlah akan dia baik dan permudahkannya bagiku kemudian berkatkan bagiku padanya dan seandainya Engkau mengetahui bahawa urusan ini ?. Mendatangkan keburukan bagiku pada agamaku, kehidupanku dan akibat urusanku cepat atau lambat, maka palinglah akan dia daripadaku dan palinglah akan seberapa yang boleh, kemudian redhalah akan daku dengannya"  - Amin,,


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=') i have this responsibility .. my second runner up priority other than job hunting *atm* .. that is,, to make my parents proud.. that they already bersusah payah menjaga kami........ i know this thing is more like a common thing that a daughter will do for her parents.. but then,, to think of it.. did i already have done the same thing for my parents?? i dont think so....... i haven't done enough.. at least,, yes at least.. i wanted to cheerish them with the 'fruits' gained from the education that they have given me.. by sending me to school until university.. and they always keep motivating me,, indirectly..





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